“There's a great future in plastics. Think about it. Will you think about it?” Mr. McGuire offered that now-famous piece of advice to Benjamin Braddock in one of the beginning scenes of the 1967 film The Graduate.
Lately I find my mind wandering back to Benjamin Braddock and his forever lost expression. I first watched "The Graduate" because I love Simon and Garfunkel music. I thought that movie “Mrs. Robinson” was written for had to be wonderful, and I was right. I routinely harass my friends and family into watching it with me; and I’m still never disappointed.
The only person I know who hates "The Graduate" also hates Simon & Garfunkel, so that may have a lot to do with it. But overall, the movie is timeless, not because Ben has a relationship with a mother-daughter pair, but because at some point we’ve all been as lost as Ben is throughout that movie.
I’m at a crossroads right now. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. I must answer that question about five times a day. The answer is always, “I’m working on it,” accompanied by a nervous giggle, while I look for the nearest exit.
Some days, I wish I knew what I want to do. One of my friends has known since she was 5 that she wanted to be an equine veterinarian. She’s now 20, interning at a wildlife museum and entering her third year of a pre-vet program at Cornell. I admire her drive and commitment. She’s spent her entire life going after what she wants.
I, on the other hand, wanted to be a lifeguard, swim instructor and swim coach when I was 5. By the time I was 17, I had accomplished all my career goals. I suppose my 5-year-old self would be happy.
My 18-year-old self wakes up each morning with a different idea of what to do: journalist, teacher, speech writer, lawyer, baker … the list goes on and on.
The strangest part of my indecision is that it doesn’t bother me. The way I look at it, I have my entire life to figure out what I’m doing. I try things once, and if they don’t work, I don’t do it again. So I’ll get there. It might take me a while.
So maybe my future is with plastics. Maybe it’s not. I’ll be fine no matter what.
4:37 p.m. [ Suggest removal ]
You'll figure it out ... just sign up for some classes that look interesting, mixed with gen eds that you'll need anyway, and eventually, something will appeal to you. Or maybe multiple somethings. Or maybe you'll do what I did, which is get to nearly the end of senior year and realize you're not that happy after all (but still have time to fill out a minor and end up going in that direction).